I hate it when this kicks in. And I though I was anesthetized, apparently not. I've lost my routine, getting it back is harder than what I thought it would be. Everything around me seems to be decaying. What do I do? I simply scamper away. And just as I thought that I was being thrown into limbo last year, I was wrong, I've yet to see the blue blazes of it.
I hate you yet I love you, we were from distinguished family since ages back and you just have to destroy EVERYTHING! All you think about is about you you and you. For you own dreams, you destroyed every single one of ours. I wish whatever you invested your millions will be your downfall!