Stephanie Nikki!
8th Sept 1987.




Injections and more injections!


Hong yue
Lu ying
Yee Teng


- Moving On
- I need to move on
- Insecurity
- Speechless
- Simplicity
- Valentine's Day
- Her New Collar
- Kaka and Jannie Day 2
- Kaka and Jannie Day 1
- Daddy's 57th Birthday


October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
July 2008
January 2009


Sunday, January 4, 2009

Its been ages I last left a post here. Been through alot of dramatic scenes recently in life. Lost somethings and gained somethings as well.

Im glad you moved on as well......

Its time I moved on as well.....

I guess I cant be that child I used to be....

My Dreams....POOF!

Sunday, July 6, 2008

Back from Taiwan, really enjoyed my trip this time. Brought Jansen to visit my relatives there, hope he enjoyed the trip as well. Took a boat out to the Pacific Ocean and we saw dolphins, bottled nose and spinner dolphins to be exact. I managed to get away from reality for a while and I hope I've recovered and am able to start school again and study, I've yet to find my motivation yet but soon I guess.

So now I just have some small goals like life on a yearly basis, first on the list is to save up and depart for Taiwan again to celebrate Christmas with my family there, yes its something mundane and ordinary but I have to start from sqaure one again.

Well 2nd upper or first class honours, I think that will take time.
You said 'Let make this reality perfect', I hope you keep your words.

My Dreams....POOF!

Wednesday, April 2, 2008

I hate it when this kicks in. And I though I was anesthetized, apparently not. I've lost my routine, getting it back is harder than what I thought it would be. Everything around me seems to be decaying. What do I do? I simply scamper away. And just as I thought that I was being thrown into limbo last year, I was wrong, I've yet to see the blue blazes of it.

I hate you yet I love you, we were from distinguished family since ages back and you just have to destroy EVERYTHING! All you think about is about you you and you. For you own dreams, you destroyed every single one of ours. I wish whatever you invested your millions will be your downfall!

My Dreams....POOF!

Thursday, March 6, 2008

Im mute, why? I went for an operation to remove all four of my wisdom teeth and thank goodness I was under G.A. If not I'll be boiling with tears but I did cry after I woke up as it HURTS! I like the the surgeon though, she's the Director of the National Dental Center and with that I got a Class A ward =D

Im recovering well now but Im grounded at home as my dearest Mother doesn't want me running around. But its ok, I have GRANADO ESPADA! You have no idea how much I've spent on that online game already. Anyway I wanted to take pictures of my wisdom teeth, but well its really disgusting so I guess i shall not or maybe next time.

Well its off to the world of Granado Espada now...

My Dreams....POOF!

Thursday, February 14, 2008

I was at the dentist when Jansen messaged me saying that he wasn't feeling that well. So I canceled my resevation at Shin Kushiya and decided to cook for Valentine's. I haven't cooked for humans for months!

Jansen wanted to eat Sukiyaki, also known as Gyu-nabe in the Edo Era, so Sukiyaki it is. Its a relatively simply dish. The main ingredient is simply beef. Raw egg is used in this dish as a light dipping sauce and a bowl of steam rice rounds out this meal. I didn't cook rice though, we're not much of a rice eater. Vegetables were supposed to be included BUT Jansen doesn't really like his greens. Im rather thankful to have a Japanese Mother (she was born in Taiwan though), or else I won't know how to cook. She taught me culinary skills but solely on Japanese food. I can't cook chinese food though.

Our little girl had her share of Valentine's Day dinner. I cooked steamed Salmon with egg, carrots and broccoli for her.

Ater dinner, we went back to the room and we got glued to the monitors. We played Granado Espada till 12 midnight -_-. I can't believe Im actually addicted to gaming.

Anyway, I need to go for an operation for my wisdom tooth, sighs I have two of them. My dentist calls them 'time bombs'. I want my friend's father to do it for me, he's an Orthodontist. I feel safe this way; someone I know is going to perform the surgery for me. Well now I just need to wait...Im not looking forward to it though.

My Dreams....POOF!

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

Something to share for those who are interested. Its February 14 today, many people know that today is Valentine's Day. Majority would think that it a day for couples or a day to love your partner even more. Do you know the history of this day or what is this day actually about? Many of you wouldn't bother but Im still going to put it down.

There are varying reasons regarding the origins of Valentine's Day, however most experts state that it originated from St Valentine, a Roman who was put to death for his devotion to Christianity. Thus he died on February 14, 269 A.D., it was the same day that had been devoted to love lotteries. It is also said that St Valentine left a farewell note to the jailer's daughter, who had become his friend, and signed it 'From Your Valentine'. In 469 A.D. Pope Gelasius set aside February 14 to honor St Valentine. Gradually, February 14 became the date for exchanging love messages and St Valentine became the patron saint of lovers.

Jansen and I exchanged our girfts yesterday.

For Me to Him

From Him to Me

I bought him a phone because he needs a non camera phone to work and his current non camera phone is really faulty. He bought me a camera because a current Sony T50 vibrates everytime I try to take a photo and I lost the warranty. So I got him a Samsung F200 and he got me a Sony T70. We really think alike. Haha.

Im currently waiting for him to come home now and its off to dinner at Shin Kushiya. I'll upload pictures later, now I have to visit the dentist for my half-yearly check-up.

Lastly, Happy Valentine's Day to all.

One more thing, I GOT MYSELF ADDICTED TO GRANADO ESPADA. OMG. Sighs Jansen got me addicted to it!!! And I've spent like quite alot of money on that online game already!!! But its fun. =) At least now I can accompany him during gaming sessions at home and not just sit there and stone. Now there's more to do together.

My Dreams....POOF!

Sunday, February 10, 2008

The above collar is for my dearest Jannie. She grew out her Hamish Mcbeth one already. So we decided to get her a good one that will last her through for 14 years. Its from Coach, pretty isn't it? Its a gift from her Daddy.

My Dreams....POOF!